the begining of the end.

nothing but..   DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA.

How dare you put someone else down, when you should really deal with your own "freaky spastic" issues. You just make me laugh, of how pathetic you are to have no guts to say all of your nasty word vomit, to our faces. Clearly you have made no effort, therefore there is no need for anyone else to waste their time. It's a little bit like a doctor Seuss book, we don't act like friends, we don't like each others attitudes, we don't hang out or make plans---doesn't look like a friend, doesn't act like a friend, I'm guessing we aren't friends, and never really were. You hurt my best friend, and you hurt me. Word of advice, don't assume that people cannot do things with you, when you haven't even made the effort to ask. Everyone is busy, don't use that as your excuse for not being a friend, I have seen her, why haven't you. Leave her alone, and stop harassing her with long unnecessary messages. That apology she mistakenly gave you, I take it back for her. I know that not everyone can get along all the time, but it's kind of funny how you are the one that always seems to open your mouths and complain. Who's whiny ? There is so much I've wanted to say to you, (but I haven't) since you have done everything in your power to make me out as the bad guy. Go have a sexy lesbian fest together !

Now, grow up, eat your words and swallow your drama.

I'll never forget you, I promise, fly with the angels Grandma.

Good things come to those who wait, the power of positive thinking, thank you. I got myself the full-time job at Hopcotts. It's going to take some time getting used to it, and getting the hang of things. I am now making money, and I have some time to think about what I want to do with my life and who I want to be. I am planning to move out at the end of August. Dene, I know one day soon, I will be able to truly say that I love you, but until then, I ruv you is perfect. I want to spend forever with you. I'm trying my best to let my walls down for you. I honestly believe you won't hurt me, but there is the pain from before still in my heart. I can hardly wait until it's gone. I look forward to sleeping in your arms tonight, and always. 

Being told you're beautiful and sexy really does make you feel like it, even more so, if you know it's true. I am filled with so much happiness knowing that someone cares about me and makes me feel so amazing. I was told that someone could tell how happy I was now, I got a feeling I always want to feel. Only one bad minor thing happened to me, my tongue ring had to be taken out since it was done wrong like all my other piercings. To top things off, I got a yeast infection in my mouth because of it. Two weeks it'll be back, and unfortunately so will the pain, AGAIN. 

What can I say, you live and learn. 

Example.

- Can I dip you in chocolate?

untitled.

Graduated now, hell yes ! I feel that now because school is over, I can actually be the person I want to be. I have realized that I don't have any real friends, which became clear right after the 29th. Who did you think you were fooling ? She didn't want to believe it, but she secretly and sadly knew it was true. You are all glued to the ass, and will never let anyone else share your ass. You think it's going to last forever, you're living in a fantasy, you'll grow up and move on. Not a single hello', and why should I have to stoop down to your nasty behavior and be the first. You were just rude. I knew this would happen, because we were never friends, nor did you ever accept my friendship. I don't really care for you all to much, but I guess I wish you a good life. This was necessary. Since when you post, it has nothing to do with anyone but the four. Peace to you.

Fly away old friends ' old life.

"I love you like a love song baby", I'm so happy I met you , I had my whorish phase, but you just make me want to be a better person overall. I said goodbye and that was because of you, so for that I thank you. I love your smile, and how goofy you are. I hope to someday call you mine. I'm waiting, but can I wait forever. & I truly love that you like me too. Laughing with you is the best thing I feel lately, laugh and smile with me always, please. I want you more than I want anything in my life right now. I know mine, you'll be. <3

I am revamping my image. Dressing however I want to dress, no matter what anyone says. Cause I don't really give a fuck about what other people think, unless they're important to me. I already was crazy, but I think I'm still crazy, now with a little extra on the side ! I got my tongue pierced. My millions of tattoos are next, along with my kitty ring and nose. Summer will have no regrets, but it isn't just summer it's the beginning of my life. My mommy keeps thinking of moving to the states, and before I was skeptical, but now go for it, pack up and go ! I am looking for that job, and once it comes to me, I am out of here. I love my life and I am enjoying all that it has to offer. I toke, I drink, I love, I laugh, I cry, I scream, I just live, and all that shit. 
Do what makes you happy. I do what makes me happy. Open your eyes to this reality.














         
                                           say hello to the new me. 
                            "I believe in the ugly truth, rather than the beautiful lie.

The Naked and Famous.

We're all young and naive still
We require certain skill
The motive changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-between
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Can't help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-between
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

As it withers
Brittle it shakes
Can you whisper
As it crumbles and breaks
As you shiver
Count up all your mistakes
Pair of forgivers
Let go before it's too late
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-between
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-between
Fall back in love eventually

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

split tribal earrings.

Oh, hello !? How badly do I want you, yummy !

i like to find songs.

I'm quite a different person.

I cannot even categorize myself.

I like this song.

I found it in a movie preview.

I want to see the movie.

The movie is, "The Art of Getting By".

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l'amour, el amor, rakkaus, amore.

What a frightening yet wonderful feeling, of graduating, spreading our wings and flying into the beginning of our lives. I thought I would be stressed about grad, but I am completely ecstatic ! I couldn't be happier. There's no need to worry about silly things or to have high expectations of how the day will go tomorrow. It will be a sunny beautiful day, filled with happy faces. There will be a lot to do in a little amount of time, but it will all work out, and we'll dance and play till the sun comes up.

I am so happy that everyone can go to dry grad. I looking forward to seeing all of my gorgeous friends and their dresses. I have been working so hard to get to this point in my life. The best part is, when the father daughter dance happens, I don't get to dance with my dad, but I get to dance with someone that's equally special if not more. Actually, so much more, my Mom's boyfriend, I thank him so much for being there for my mom and making her a better person, and for being there for me tomorrow. I hope you'll be the one to dance with me on my wedding day as well. Don't stress everyone, just have a good time, and I look forward to tomorrow ! Congratulations, we all did it, almost.