I'm Moving !

Goodbye Maple Ridge, Hello Whistler.

I have never been to Whistler, nor have I ever been snowboarding or skiing yet I am now moving there in two weeks time. This shall be a very fun adventure. Good luck to me and my two guy friends for us getting a job and for it all to work out. We will create many memories and take lots of pictures. I am so excited. I feel like I am starting fresh, a whole new life ahead of me. I can hardly wait, I'm getting all excited and we aren't even there yet. We're all still on phase one. It is supposed to be for a short period of time, but I know in my heart that I might not even come back to this place. I have lost everything, my family basically, I have nothing to lose.
I'm sure all of you are off to school now, I would really like to hear all about it, you're lives are for sure busy now. I wish all of you the best of luck ! I love you all. Please keep in touch with me, any way that you can.

I apologize for all the cruel things I said about you, I just figured that friends shouldn't do what you did to me. I have been thinking, you are all too special to me to lose. I hope you accept my apology. I will never forget you girls.

What a shame to put someone that you are supposed to love unconditionally out of your life just like that ! I have felt like a piece of garbage before, but never as bad as this. I thought you loved me, and I thought I knew what love was, I was wrong, is this love ? If so, it doesn't feel like what I always dreamed it would be. I have completely lost everything in a matter of minutes. I sometimes think it's for the best, but at times I think to myself, "am I doing things right, is this how it's supposed to be for me?" Materialistic objects I have no care for, but the one and only thing that I will miss the most is my bestfriend. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you, but you were in my thoughts and I will see you very soon ! I want you to know that everything happens for a reason, you are the sweetest person I have ever known. I miss your cute smile and adorable laugh. I wish I could give you a big hug right now. Be strong, stay happy, never stop being a little social butterfly. Watch our shows for me, email me always, call whenever you need to talk. I will see you as much as I can. I hope you read this. I love you soo much buddy. You will be the most important person in my life, forever.

Through all the years I kind of knew that this would happen, well it has before several times, just never this permanent. I guess it's time to grow up, and get my life started. I love you Mom, but this time you took it way too far. All of my stuff out of the house, crying to me, but not even caring. Not allowing me to come to my own brother's birthday celebration. I strongly believe that you will nolonger be in my life anymore. I miss you Mommy.