Grad 2011 Countdown !

6 5 4 3 2 1 simply a yesterday from today !

Carrie Underwood.

sometimes moving on with your life,
starts with goodbye.

Somone like you.

    "Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste."

I love Joey.

Adore.

Hold me tight and let me know, that whatever happens you'll never let go.

Friday the 13th.

Beauty.

I cried for the first time today, it had been awhile. I know that "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me", but the truth is words do hurt. They belittle you, and make you feel so worthless. After they've been said enough, you start to actually believe these words. I've had my days where I have felt like a bad person, and said things I shouldn't have or didn't even mean. I don't want to be like those people, where their cruel words come out like vomit. Being called, emo lesbian, fat cunt, desperate skank, crazy bitch, the list goes on. Some of these are recent, like yesterday, I know none of them are true, but I almost started to believe them. Don't let anyone tell you that you're not worth it, or call you names, ignore those people, because you are a beautiful person, inside and out. We had to think of what beauty was for a class, and I wasn't there but mine were; (la beaute est les amies et la famille, & la beaute est les mots de la couer) it made me happy. Words are a way of expressing yourself but the way people use them isn't right. I am worth it despite what anyone says. In my eyes there should be no definition of beautiful, everyone is beautiful, no matter what they look like. Even those ugly people that use the words to hurt people, they're beautiful deep down.

* there really is no definition of beautiful, who got to decide this, no one should. 
beau·ti·ful 

adj.

1. Having qualities that delight the senses, especially the sense of sight.

2. Excellent; wonderful.

-YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, tell yourself everyday, even if you don't believe it, cause eventually you will.

Miracle.

"In each moment there is a possiblity for a miracle."

Yay, for today !

I am going to get my grad dress today, with my Mommy, I am excited but at the same time, a little nervous that it won't fit, but I'm going to be positive. Then after two of my friends get to see it, eek, I hope they like it, I hope I like it too, first time I've seen it. Until then, I am going to my Nana's to get bottles and take them back for money, to go to Alberta, I'm half way there ! and she has a grad present for me also, even though I haven't even graduated yet. I hope that tonight is a good night, we'll have lots of fun, and be very silly, if you know what I mean. I don't really have anything to say, I usually do, but not right now, I'm content and quiet.

Boy people.

Boys suck.

End of story.

What is.

Jealousy.

I want my own sexy nerd.

Lead singer: DROOL.

Brendon Urie, I want in your pants ! <3

Woot !

I AM GONNA GET OVER YOU WALL !